2:30-4:20mw, 12:30-1:45tth, 3:30-4:45tth
My schedule really isn't conducive to studying. It's really only conducive to going out 8 out of 11 days that I've been back so far. Great.
My schedule really isn't conducive to studying. It's really only conducive to going out 8 out of 11 days that I've been back so far. Great.
1. checked everyone's away messages... three times.
Freshman year, I went back home to see Angel because she had just come home from Costa Rica.
I'm trying to figure out whether or not I'm actually getting older. I know physically, I am, but I feel like I'm progressively getting more immature. Maybe the innocence that was characteristically me in high school was the source of my feigned maturity. I never drank til I was 18, never saw anyone do drugs of any type until college (saw cocaine for the first time just this summer), never caught the attention of a boy until I was 15 or so, never even knew the feeling of jealousy in a relationship until I was 19, never knew what petty drama was until recently. It seems as though these experiences throughout life, though mainly insignificant, have only taught me to be more reckless with who I am. This summer, I didn't care if work forced me to wake up at 6:30am, I'd drink and have a good time whenever I could. I loved so openly and selflessly when I was only 19, but now I'm selfish, and I want to do what I want, see who I want to see, go where I want to go, but still have him waiting for me at the end of the day with no questions asked. When all my friends questioned how I dealt with a certain roommate of mine, I thought it was because I was easy going and could live with anyone. Now, as I realize it will be sad to be without roommates who I so looked forward to living with just a year ago, I know that this is for the best if we are all to forget about the pettiness. It's just, am I becoming so immature that I'm going to forget how to forgive? When will 'enough' be enough so I can stop being so selfish and realize what is standing in front of me? When will I calm down?
fell in love with Mariah as she emancipated Mimi.
Well, it's official. I survived Vegas. Pictures and summer updates to come later... What an amazing summer!
--Hey babydoll!

